“I was offered coke and I took it.
“I thought f*** it, I’m going to do it.
“The most frightening thing was I didn’t think about it at all, I just f***ing did it and that’s probably more scary than planning it.”
She even forked her dope dealer for a fatter sack!
“I have cheapened myself and I have cheapened who I am, but that’s the direct example of what alcohol and drugs do.”
