Brandi Glanville Admits Getting Drunk To Mask The Pain Of Losing Eddie Cibrian To LeAnn Rimes

Although it has been well over 4 years, Brandi Glanville confessed that LeAnn Rimes stealing Eddie Cibrian, really ruined her life.  The pain won’t go away.

“Four and a half years after my betrayal, I still battle with depression and trust issues,” Glanville confessed to SoberBook.com. “I survived my heartbreak, but I will be dealing with the damage it caused for the rest of my life.”

“I have my good months and bad months,” she said. “If I didn’t have my children, I might be one of the many who never came out of the darkness. These two little men, keep me grounded and in check.”

I share half custody of my boys,” she said. “This equates to me having a half and half split personality. By this, I mean when I have them and there is total chaos in my house, I am complete. My soul is happy.”

“Then the inevitable happens… they leave me,” Glanville continued sadly. “My big, chaotic house is silent. I hear crickets chirping and that feeling of falling back into the darkness it took me so long to come out of hits me.”

“Here comes the other fifty percent of my personality: fun, single, party girl Brandi,” Glanville admitted.

“I don’t always love her. Sometimes I barely even like her. She makes a ton of mistakes,” she said. “But, I have never claimed to be perfect and it’s my way of not sitting at home, alone, falling back into my dark place.”

Damn, this is awful.  LeAnn Rimes will eventually get her payback, but is drinking the answer to getting dumped?  Shouldn’t Brandi stop getting so wasted, and put that cock on the block, for another Hollyweird metro-sexual with more bread?